Sunday, October 12, 2014

Remembering Back

Source: Free Digital Photos Photographer Maggie Smith
I cannot cry
I feel nothing inside
Hollow is all that resides
Feelings once there
Now left with despair
Gloom and doom
Is all I see
What will become
Of me
Not sure if I really care
If I am here or there
Not much matters anymore
Go ahead walk out that door
Angry at what you do not see
This life is a living hell for me
Sometimes I invoke
To God to provoke
A glimmer of hope
There must be belief within me
For when I wake I pray to be
Back to the once normality
© 2011 Susan Zutautas 
I have been reading so many articles on depression lately and so many of us have been there. The words above are how I remember being stuck in a funk for weeks upon weeks. It is difficult looking back and remembering how awful it felt, so someone please, say something funny to lighten my mood. Thanks so much for reading.